ENGLISH POEMS by Angga Kusumadinata

The poems below is my first poems that I sent to massmedia. 

I thank you Ganesha who has published my poems. 

ONLY GAME

So easy to say, so hard to play  

But no for the king of tactics

You have milion tricks to deceive

Those all you do as your way to win

No matter, how the weakness around you

No matter, how the craziness over you

Only take turn for you, never for them

Only for your satisfy, no for their tears

You play everything only for your desire 

Please aware! it’s not game...

Ciamis, June 16^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 168 edition, August II 2015 at K-Zone Page)

AT THE BEGINING
You should start your day with power of dream

You walk all day faithly for possibilities

A thousand charges of spirit as your boost

You break a quiet space with your claw and scream

With those, you make a noise like a lion king 

You win every challenge with attempt and struggle

Take part as power man to cover all expectations

Never doubting God in every badness that come

And never blaming your self or other selves

Cause you know the failure is the begining to success

You bring everything with easy hand and easy smile

You trust that all around you will be bright

Cause you know The God always for you

You never walk alone, God convince you...

           Ciamis, June 18^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 168 edition, August II 2015 at K-Zone Page)

RAMADHAN

You come once a year to bring your light

You take us to the pure way

You take us to the calm-ness and happiness

You take us to the peace time

You take us frequently in learning the holy Qur’an

Oh... Great month

We have to miss you

We have to love you all the time

We have to wait you all the year

Oh... great month we all love you

       Ciamis, June 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 168 edition, August II 2015 at K-Zone Page)

THE WAY TO DIE
You know deeply the way to make a reason

You know deeply the way to deny with lies 

You know deeply the way to make a poison

You know deeply the way to make you satisfy

Even you can to look perfect with many effect

Even you look so glory with many salutely

Everything you change like a magic with tricks

And almost look so crazy and flagrantly with conspiracy

Never again you touched by the tears around you

Never again you think about morality and charity

Everything you do like nothing cause not hearty

You blame your goodness and honest as a why?

In the end you'll find thousand regret for all you've done

So you know precisely the way to die

              Ciamis, July 03^rd 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 168 edition, August II 2015 at K-Zone Page)

FRIGHT
I feel not sure for today

Everything that I take like a fire that’ll burn me

Like never getting the right way

I fell confuse to taking a decision

Oh... God

The only you the sources of solutions

Oh… God

please help me

I’m drown in circle of problems

Oh.. God

I don’t wanna blind with this situation..

 Ciamis, July 11^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 168 edition, August II 2015 at K-Zone Page)

THE WORST
This is my worst

Every act is the worst

Every talk is the worst

Every step is the worst

Every change is the worst

All about me is the worst

What I have to do to change the worst?

Don’t feel it is the worst

Don’t change to the worst

Don’t step to the worst

Don’t talk to the worst

Don’t act to the worst

This is not worst

                   Ciamis, December 20^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 190 edition, January IV 2016 @ Bengkel Menulis Page)

Mr. & Mrs. FRAUD

Do you think the wolrd is yours?

Do you think this world won’t end?

Do you think you’re free on all you wish?

Do you think everything is a game for you?

Do you think everyone is stones or fools?

No. You’re wrong!

You use all of you for something worst

A milion tricks and lies always on your mind as your tools

You always cut your tongue

You change the lowest to the highest

You’re very happy on your successful by deceived peoples

You feel win

But it’s not

When you feel win, the truth is your lost 

The worst of you is

you always feel fun on all  about the worst of you

not your win, but your lost

not your smart, but your fools

not your game or tricks,

but you’ve been playing by game and tricks

Did you remember the End?

    Ciamis, December 20^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 190 edition, January IV 2016 @ Bengkel Menulis Page)

A 1000 LIES GIRL

You know deeply the way to make a reason

You know deeply the way to look perfect  

And you know exactly the men’s weakness

Satisfaction as your focus in glory life

You play many tricks in live and love

You’ve made everyone as your worshiper

Beatiful and sweet lies as your tool

So every eyes are wonder you

Those all as a game for you

And you feel happy when you win

But, what kind of?

A thousand lies as the way of all?

Did you remember your begining?

Please, you should not again to play a vile game!

                      Ciamis, August 24^th 2015

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 190 edition, January IV 2016 @ Bengkel Menulis Page)

WHAT A PITY
Your shiny face,

spreaded peace on my heart

Your sweet smiled,

made me feel empowered

Your soft sound of your well spoken

and pure attitude such a great morality

Oh... beautiful girl

I never see you again

That last time,

the first and the last we meet

Oh... what a pity

                 Ciamis, January 22nd 2016

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 190 edition, January IV 2016 @ Bengkel Menulis Page)

IT’S ME?

Like no words that I have to say today

Swallowing the sad everyday

it’s only hurt me deeply

standing here with out love, feel empty

O’ God no! It’s not my point

Wehere’s the love that I can lay

No someone look at me,

I should blind my eyes

Looking around my face,

I hate you all about

I mad totally with anything

amucking every words

this is not mine. Really!

It’s not mine...

            Everywhere,  August 09^th 2016

(Published on Ganesha Tabloid 190 edition, January IV 2016 @ Bengkel Menulis Page) 


I thank you for reading my poems :)

Source: Buku Antologi Puisi 'NEKROPOLIS', Angga Kusumadinata.